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Thursday, October 09, 2008

Rebirth - a poem of hope


Desire sparks effulgent in a memory not yet created
And a persistent ache echoes with the intensity
of its anticipated passion.

An ache ~ brought to life by the urgency of two souls
Eagerly attempting to sustain their thirst:
To quench the hunger that drives their appetite to
heights of celestial bliss;
Cresting on a cloud of surreal eroticism
~ igniting faith.

And in the depths of expectancy,
With nourishing awareness seizing the moment of intimacy,
A mending heart grasps the thread of unrestraint
~ risking rebirth.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Are we there yet??







Monday, September 29, 2008

Proposed Preamble To The Constitutional Bill of Rights i.e. The NON-Rights

I received an email today proposing a "preamble" of sorts to the constitution: A Bill of Non-Rights. A sort of "look you dumb fucks, before you get all excited with the following allowances, duly note what will NOT be allowed or offered you should you decide to become a drain on society."

I know it's just a pipe dream, but I applaud whomever came up with the idea. Following is what he/she/it proposed, addressed to the "terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters." I'd like to add to that list deadbeats, free loaders, people who keep having babies and care for them, and slow/obnoxious/stupid drivers.....

Therefore, be it known that we, the really cool people, propose to you, the people noted in the above paragraph, the following:




  • ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one guarantees you anything.

  • ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone - not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, express a different opinion, etc.; but the world is full of offending idiots, and probably always will be.

  • ARTICLE III: You do not have the right to be free from harm. If you stick a screwdriver in your eye, learn to be more careful; do not expect the tool manufacturer to make you and all your relatives independently wealthy.

  • ARTICLE IV: You do not have the right to free food and housing. Americans are the most charitable people to be found and will gladly help anyone in need, but we are quickly growing weary of subsidizing generation after generation of professional couch potatoes who achieve nothing more than the creation of another generation of professional couch potatoes at someone else's tax paying expense.

  • ARTICLE V: You do not have the right to free health care. That would be nice but from the looks of public housing, we're just not interested in public health care.

  • ARTICLE VI: You do not have the right to physically harm other people. If you kidnap, rape, intentionally maim, or kill someone, don't be surprised if the rest of us want to see you fry in the electric chair.

  • ARTICLE VII: You do not have the right to the possessions of others. If you rob, cheat, or coerce away the goods or services of other citizens, don't be surprised if the rest of us get together and lock you away in a place where you still won't have the right to a big screen color TV or a life of leisure.

  • ARTICLE VIII: You do not have the right to a job. All of us are sure want you to have a job, and will gladly help you along in hard times, but we expect you to take advantage of the opportunities of education and vocational training laid before you to make yourself useful (and no, we are not going to foot the bill for you!)

  • ARTICLE IX: You do not have the right to happiness. Being an American means that you have the right to PURSUE happiness, which by the way, is a lot easier if you are unencumbered by an over abundance of idiotic laws created by those of you who were confused by the Bill of Rights.

  • ARTICLE X: This is an English speaking country. We don't care where you are from as it does not change the fact that English is our language. Learn it or go back to wherever you came from!

  • ARTICLE XI: You do not have the right to change our country's history or heritage. This country was founded on the belief in one true God, and yet you are given the freedom to believe in any religion, any faith, or no faith at all; with no fear of persecution. The phrase IN GOD WE TRUST is part of our heritage and history, and if you are uncomfortable with it, GET OVER IT !!!

Kudos, anonymous e-mailer. Kudos.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Neverending Questions (a quatrain poem)


Shattered dreams resonate within her mind,

Filling her heart with hate;

knowing that prayers are too late

and nothing can change her fate......

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Wordless Wednesday


The Yankees Go Home


Eat THAT you Wankers, I mean Yankees! For the first time in 14 years, no October. That sucks. I may not like you guys, but I have to admit, I feel bad for you. Usually you guys are really good; just not this year.



Tuesday, September 23, 2008

So Wall Street gets bailed out (maybe) yet I am going to pay the price by being out on my ass at age 70......

Being in the mortgage industry I’ve seen a lot of stupid crap.

Crap like people with credit scores of 500 getting 100% home mortgage loans.

Crap like people with over $40,000 in collections listed on their credit report, getting 100% home mortgage loans, and the collections not having to be paid off.

Crap like prominent doctors getting 100% interest only arm loans for a mortgage on a new home valued over $400,000, while placing a bridge loan on their current primary residence (valued over $200,000) thinking it will sell before the bridge loan comes due.

Crap like people getting a 95% home mortgage loan on a trailer (YES trailer. What do you think a mobile home is?) where the lot it sits on is valued more than the tin box. Meaning if the borrower goes into foreclosure, the bank is screwed because the majority of the value is coming from the land and not the home.

The list goes on and on….

Sure, lending laws made it easy. Lending laws made it easy to up the value of a home so that the seller could increase the sales price in order to add seller paid closing costs to the mix because the buyer didn’t have more than $100 in savings, yet still they wanted to buy a house at no out of pocket expense, when they could barely pay their rent. And lending laws made it easy to do so.

People got greedy. Lending laws made it easy for an investor to have 10+ properties financed when they had no nest egg to allow for vacancies – meaning the investor had no savings to make the monthly payment on their own volition should they not have a renter in place who paid, or paid on time.

And where does all this get us? It gets us to the point where the government is going to increase the already increasing deficit by “lending” $700 BILLION to bails these lending institutions out so these dead beat people who didn’t pay their bills to begin with won’t lose their home. To bail out these lending institutions who made the dumbass decision to give a loan to a doctor whose debt to income ratio was at 60%+ WITHOUT taking the bridge loan into account!!

Clinton loves the idea of the government bailing these Mensa members out. So does the Bush administration. They are pushing for it. And who is going to pay for it?

Well let’s think about that one, shall we?



  • The Wall Street Bailout Plan, Explained by David Stout
    Tuesday, September 23, 2008
    provided by The Wall Street Journal

    Q. Who, really, is going to come up with the $700 billion?
    A. American taxpayers will come up with the money, although if
    you are bullish on America in the long run, there is reason to hope that the tab
    will be less than $700 billion. After the Treasury buys up those troubled
    mortgages, it will try to resell them to investors. The Treasury’s involvement
    in the crisis and the speed with which Congress is responding could generate
    long-range optimism and raise the value of those mortgages, although it is
    impossible to say by how much. So it would not be correct to think of the
    federal government as simply writing a check for $700 billion. It is just
    committing itself to spend that much, if necessary. But the bottom line is, yes,
    this bailout could cost American taxpayers a lot of money.

  • Q. So is it fair to say that Americans who are neither rich nor reckless are being asked to rescue people who are? What is in this package for responsible homeowners of modest means who might be forced out of their homes, perhaps for reasons beyond their control?
    A. Yes, you could argue that people who cannot tell soybean futures from puts, calls and options are being asked to clean up the costly mess left by Wall Street. To make the bailout palatable to the public, it is being described as far better than inaction, which administration officials and members of Congress say could imperil the retirement savings and other investments of Americans who are anything but rich.”

And in a seperate publication, The Nehemiah Corporation stated in their weekly newsletter (which I happen to receive – ironically - weekly:)


  • While our government is bailing out Wall Street, DPA and H.R. 6694 is looking
    out for Main Street. The plan being negotiated by the Bush administration
    and Congressional leaders calls for the government to spend up to $700 billion
    to bailout Wall Street. Add in the $300 billion from the "Housing Bill" (H.R
    3221) passed in July and this bailout is costing taxpayers $1 TRILLION! The
    single largest part of this tragedy is that this $1 trillion is being spent
    bailout Wall Street, banks, institutional investors and foreign investors!
    And while all this is going on in Washington, D.C., who's looking out for
    the American Taxpayer? Who's focusing on working class Americans?”

Surprise, fucking Surprise.



So let’s see if I have this right. People like me, people who bust their ass and work hard to pay their bills, people who bought homes WITHIN THEIR MEANS; people who ARE NOT A DRAIN on society, get to foot the bill for other people’s lame-assed, retarded, fucked up decisions.


I don’t get any tax breaks. Hell, because I don’t have any kids, I get even LESS tax breaks. And don’t preach to me about the cost of raising a child. YOU, the parent, chose to have that child. Besides that, I am simply stating what benefits I DON'T get because of what I DON’T do.


I understand Wall Street is affected. Hell, I work in mortgages so how can I not? I also know that it means my retirement is affected. Hell, for that matter, I understand that my social security, the money, MY MONEY, that I busted my ass for, will probably not be available to me when I reach retirement age. Yet again, more of my hard earned dollars benefiting someone else. Why not at least give me the courtesy of deciding who it will benefit instead of deciding for me?


Our world just keeps getting more and more fucked up everyday. I wonder how much it costs to live in New Zealand??

POSTNOTE:

I realize this may be a necessary sacrifice, and that should our financial system collapse, should WALL STREET collapse, that Main Street will as well. I just don't have to be happy about the whole thing.

Reference links:


http://finance.yahoo.com/banking-budgeting/article/105824/The-Wall-Street-Bailout-Plan-Explained


http://www.nehemiahcorp.org/


Monday, September 22, 2008

Blink-182's Travis Barker and DJ AM Critically Injured in Plane Crash


So I work about 1/4 of a mile from Doctors Hospital, the hospital with one of the best burn units in the country.

The evil side of me keeps telling me to go over there on my lunch break and snap some pics of Travis Barker and DJ AM. Wondering what I could sell them for.

Doctors Hospital happens to be my HMO assigned hospital, so its not like I wouldn't have reason to be there necessarily.

Damn my good, considerate side from preventing me from doing it! This could be my retirement if I pose as a nurse and get some pictures up close and really personal!

Damn. Even Mandy Moore came to visit.....


Heres the scoop:

Blink-182's Travis Barker and DJ AM Critically Injured in Plane Crash

Barker's assistant Chris Baker, 29 was one of the 4 people who died in the crash.
Saturday, September 20, 2008

SEE THE VIDEO

Travis Barker, a former Drummer for Blink 182, and DJ AM are in critical condition after the plane they were flying on went off the runway and crashed. Four other people aboard the plane were killed.

According to TMZ, Barker is severely burned from the waist down but is expected to survive. DJ AM, whose real name is Adam Michael Goldstein is being treated for burns on his face. The two were transported to a burn center in Augusta, Georgia where they are listed in critical condition.

Barker and Goldstien apparently saved their own lives by jumping out the door of the burning plane. Barker's assistant Chris Baker, 29 was one of the 4 people who died in the crash. He was newly married with a newborn baby.

The other three who did not survive were pilot Sarah Lemmon, co-pilot James Bland and Charles Still.

Barker is famous for his drum work in the Band Blink 182 and his reality show "Meet the Barkers" with on again off again ex-wife and former Miss USA Shanna Moakler.

Goldstien was once engaged to reality star and socialite Nicole Richie.

Barker performed Friday night at an event with Perry Farrell, Gavin DeGraw, and DJ AM.


The FAA said the plane carrying six people was departing when an air traffic controller reported seeing sparks. The plane went off the runway and crashed on a nearby road.

The plane was going to Van Nuys, CA.


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